Monday, October 25, 2010

slightly talking

What made me respond to his comment ? Idk .. I just did nd that lead to responding on to another nd another .. I mean I'm not gunna be enemies with the poor man but I was glad I had my lil time to myself nd my sister with her lil stupid ways of tryna hook us up -_- like stop it ! Were DEAD like moldy cheese in the garbage already.. We knt be fixed ..smh ..nd he's right I went to do my way nd he doing his nd I'm perfectly fine with that cause I know I'ma be happy nd he has a right to be happy as well ..so in that case I'm happy for you .. Seeing someone you love , love someone else may not always be the easiest thing but I think I can handel it ..after all the jealousy I had gon thru with him in all those yrs already is nothing to me now so is w.e is not like alex who has his ex going out with someone else but every minute he checkin they shit ..its like he really tries hard to hurt himself cause he reads it nd looks at it..ofcourse she's gunna put comments abt them on there .. Smh ..nd me if I was him I'd delete her screen name , get rid of her stuff nd pictures , deactivate all my facebook , blog w.e it is that has her on it to get over her nd not be able to receive in that pain cause honestly that's the worst pain anyone can have nd it aint healthy ..its like walking up wit rocks to ya stomach nd going to sleep the same way ..its like u can't focus in school cuss that all in ur mind,it distracts you from everything ur doing so if I was him I wudve got rid of everything nd deactivated everything before she even got cuffed by someone else cause come on if you know then its gunna hurt u duhhh , smh so bak to me nd ...
What really upsets me is how my sister stays suckin him smh like leave the dahm man alone .. Nd she always bringsss him up for everything ..in the time I didn't talk to him its like it was never a vacation from him because his name was left nd right from corner to corner -_- shit was annoying ..nd he only nice nd talks to her wen HE feels like it nd she nice to him regardless all the time smh , fck all that , that's a no,no ! . I think now ima start making videos on my blog instead of writing ..lol

Saturday, October 9, 2010

: )

Just got off the phone wit fernando ..today we had a good convo
Nd were chillen tommorrow so I'm hipe
I had em laughing odee ..I noticed since we talk on the phone everyday now I've been letting go of all the shyness nd getting more comfortable with him
Now I never run out of things to say to him nd now that I'm more open

My god son Jayden : )


i love this lil angel with all ive got , even before he was born =]

Monday, October 4, 2010

TRUE x STORY !

GUY PERSPECTIVE ::FEMALES PERSPECTIVE::PERSPECIVE OF A STRONG FEMALE

What invites that glow?



what invites that extra glow that brightens a person from within ?

i know there's glows that invite themselves when you happen to have a crush

or your happy wen u get a new laptop , car or any exciting materialistic thing .

BUT what better glow is better than the glow the brightens from inside nd shows ur natural beauty ?

& i couldn't find the secret until i realized ... it was the GOD in me : )