Sunday, February 27, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Just imagine. . .
Just imagine , if things didn't occur ..what if it wudve took alittle longer ..crushing on you was the fun part cause ur wanting nd striving for what you want , don't get me wrong ..what's going on right now is even better ..wen you hold me ..I say in my mind ..is this really happening ..neva thought it would actually happen..not that it wudnt happen but its actually happening ..lol if tht makes any sence ..lol
I don't know how to explain that feeling wen ur hands touch mine ..nd when u hold tightly ..its something I feel in my gut ..its a good thing though ..lol ..before anything the flows thing is what I was doing ..with those guys it neva started off with a friend thing ..it was straight let's talk "like that." So the beauty of this was just the focus we had on music ..& how cool u was" ..Always had "options" to see who fit that place of being with me ..I was up to like 3 niggas nd feeling u ..I lost focus on them .. Wen it came down to one I was dying for an excuse to just drop him (lmao) he wud just ask me out nd I wud change the subject .. Lol ..idk where these feelings came from but I guess the attraction was just there .. Wen it comes to you ..I don't think abt having any options..I just can't do it with you .. I feel as if I'm already commited to you in some werid way.. I've gotton into the habit in telling other guys nah I got a man ..just so I dnt have to explain to them wat it is wit us ..nd make em think they still have a chance in comin in between for them to get their put in's ..cause there's no coming in between now . ..
Siqned - ℓadyℓaviish
ℓove `& Rap ♡
Just expressing thoughts ...
I don't know how to explain that feeling wen ur hands touch mine ..nd when u hold tightly ..its something I feel in my gut ..its a good thing though ..lol ..before anything the flows thing is what I was doing ..with those guys it neva started off with a friend thing ..it was straight let's talk "like that." So the beauty of this was just the focus we had on music ..& how cool u was" ..Always had "options" to see who fit that place of being with me ..I was up to like 3 niggas nd feeling u ..I lost focus on them .. Wen it came down to one I was dying for an excuse to just drop him (lmao) he wud just ask me out nd I wud change the subject .. Lol ..idk where these feelings came from but I guess the attraction was just there .. Wen it comes to you ..I don't think abt having any options..I just can't do it with you .. I feel as if I'm already commited to you in some werid way.. I've gotton into the habit in telling other guys nah I got a man ..just so I dnt have to explain to them wat it is wit us ..nd make em think they still have a chance in comin in between for them to get their put in's ..cause there's no coming in between now . ..
Siqned - ℓadyℓaviish
ℓove `& Rap ♡
Just expressing thoughts ...
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
`what i look for ..♡ ( valentine's Day ) 14|11
Sitting across from eachother today I couldn't even look you straight in the eyes nd speak abt what I wnted in a guy because it was both obvious that were hoping to look for what we wnt in eachother..but I wnt what everyother gurl would wnt as for,A good man to roll beside her through thick nd thin holding her down how he can, I believe between couples it should be 50/50 on each behalf ..well after a while in the beginnin that guy got it ..lol . At times I'm not gonna lie people do worry abt looks nd etc.. Nd I at times i do as well but it aint my main focus ..personality changes the whole angle of what we look at.. I wnt a guy I can talk to like a homie ..someone I'm comfortable with ,same as you accept me every bit of me that iam ..flaws nd all
The good nd with the bad ..someone who doesn't mind doing something for you ..like if I decide one night to go to church or go to a family gathering he'd be glad to join me ..someone loyal , faithful , commited, loves to go out nd have fun , wud watch chick flicks movies with me , someone to carry them selves well ..someone to want to get far in life as much as I do ..for us to encourage one another to thrive for what's right,thrive for the best.. For us to help one another in everything ..nd when we argue we dnt walk away from eachother but sit there nd work it out the best way we can .. Wanna be able to trust nd have someone protect me as well as how they will with they moms ..
Not runaway from they're problems but face them ..just go for the best in every angle , be real wit eachother ..keep no secrets ..someone not afraid to put me in my place from time to time if I'm doing wrong ..respect eachother , understand one another ♡...
The good nd with the bad ..someone who doesn't mind doing something for you ..like if I decide one night to go to church or go to a family gathering he'd be glad to join me ..someone loyal , faithful , commited, loves to go out nd have fun , wud watch chick flicks movies with me , someone to carry them selves well ..someone to want to get far in life as much as I do ..for us to encourage one another to thrive for what's right,thrive for the best.. For us to help one another in everything ..nd when we argue we dnt walk away from eachother but sit there nd work it out the best way we can .. Wanna be able to trust nd have someone protect me as well as how they will with they moms ..
Not runaway from they're problems but face them ..just go for the best in every angle , be real wit eachother ..keep no secrets ..someone not afraid to put me in my place from time to time if I'm doing wrong ..respect eachother , understand one another ♡...
Friday, February 11, 2011
blah !
@ michelle house watching babyboy abt to hook ha up wit ha weave..this is the most sweetest girls eva that i wud neva let go of .shes one of those keepers
then doing my hair in the morning ..thinkin abt doing a 2 color thing idk yet ..lml
then doing my hair in the morning ..thinkin abt doing a 2 color thing idk yet ..lml
Saturday, February 5, 2011
The Last song
after seeing this movie ...now i wanna see it with my dad..this shit touched me odee :(
nd its romantic too awwww :)
Friday, February 4, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
who knew ...
who'd knew .......
`& i KNO that we both know ..
none of us as directly brought it out on the table yet but its clear to see ..i kno u can see it vividly ... lol
yours truely x - love`& rap
`& i KNO that we both know ..
none of us as directly brought it out on the table yet but its clear to see ..i kno u can see it vividly ... lol
yours truely x - love`& rap
train...
On the train .. Shit stopped at brooke ave -_- like c'mon get me home already ..I'm beasting for a patty w/cheese nd coco bread !!! Sheesh I'm hungry ..I was at skool all day basicially waiting for my schudule to be changed smfh ..nd YES omg mr logan caught me :( ..he came up from behind all I seen was a dark lon strong hand bang on the skool computer screen ..all I did was put my head down nd sed "oh shit , its ova." Nd he replied saying yea u right ..its over for ya life ." Lmfao ..in a way I'm relived cause I didn't know how long I was gonna keep hiding nd dogging from him ..he sed why I stopped txxtin him nd that he was gonna pullout my hair nd eyelashes out lmao ..he plays NO games
I'm dead scared of this man smh sadly but u know he actually cares nd he told me again today .."I TOLD U iam NOT giving up on you till you graduate." Nd u don't hear any teacher saying that , teachers don't give a fck anymore but he does feel me
Ima do my part cause I know I'm making it so much harder for these teachers to help if I don't come ..so ima try pushiing myself along the way no matta what!
..So I'm waiting for the 4 train nd there's a guy playing beautiful music ..it sounds nice ..it sounds like soft old time jams ..it sounds nice nd calm ..kinda like when ur in a tylerperry movie thinking something or going through something nd this would be like the background music to add to it ..now I think ima look up music like this ..I like old ppl music ..like lurthur van dross, tempations nd etc ...I want songs like this to play wen I'm bed layed to rest on my day of death on to the next life ..I don't want my family to cry for me but to be happy nd move on without me ..I want my children to bury me ..nd I want beautiful light flowers to represent the positive light ...I know I'm not fully prepared but at time I get so anxious to get to heaven..see wats it like , no pain , no misery..no jealousy or stress ..but joy , angels sing ..entering a beautiful kingdom of god ..I wanna always be able to make it ..especially there ..IAM gods child :)
In gods demands you can't date someone who's not in church ..nd ur not supposed to look for the person but focus on god until he matches you up with them ..that is beautiful though.. God knows what he does nd why he does it , he's amazing in everyway ..
I know I just finished talking abt god but this buisness crap is RLLY starting to upset me ..I just want my check ...forget selling all this products crap its MADD annoying -_- like seriously smh ..ima give it one try after the vendors lisence if it dnt work after this its slow forreals ..I'm sick of this smh ..
So I've decided to like block ppl from my past off fb , I was gonna deactivate it but why do that wen I kan block em
Delete #'s of these worthless flows ..I don't wanna have a thought in mind abt the past niggas ..PAST is the PAST !
Ima focus on finishing to get out of skool
Cuss beauty with no brains aint cute at all
Nd ima have terry give me a job from the skool nd get myself busy ..nd do my business thingy on the side ..from there I'll start making movies with things instead of staying in the same spots ..I gotta have some kind of standards as a young lady :)
I'm dead scared of this man smh sadly but u know he actually cares nd he told me again today .."I TOLD U iam NOT giving up on you till you graduate." Nd u don't hear any teacher saying that , teachers don't give a fck anymore but he does feel me
Ima do my part cause I know I'm making it so much harder for these teachers to help if I don't come ..so ima try pushiing myself along the way no matta what!
..So I'm waiting for the 4 train nd there's a guy playing beautiful music ..it sounds nice ..it sounds like soft old time jams ..it sounds nice nd calm ..kinda like when ur in a tylerperry movie thinking something or going through something nd this would be like the background music to add to it ..now I think ima look up music like this ..I like old ppl music ..like lurthur van dross, tempations nd etc ...I want songs like this to play wen I'm bed layed to rest on my day of death on to the next life ..I don't want my family to cry for me but to be happy nd move on without me ..I want my children to bury me ..nd I want beautiful light flowers to represent the positive light ...I know I'm not fully prepared but at time I get so anxious to get to heaven..see wats it like , no pain , no misery..no jealousy or stress ..but joy , angels sing ..entering a beautiful kingdom of god ..I wanna always be able to make it ..especially there ..IAM gods child :)
In gods demands you can't date someone who's not in church ..nd ur not supposed to look for the person but focus on god until he matches you up with them ..that is beautiful though.. God knows what he does nd why he does it , he's amazing in everyway ..
I know I just finished talking abt god but this buisness crap is RLLY starting to upset me ..I just want my check ...forget selling all this products crap its MADD annoying -_- like seriously smh ..ima give it one try after the vendors lisence if it dnt work after this its slow forreals ..I'm sick of this smh ..
So I've decided to like block ppl from my past off fb , I was gonna deactivate it but why do that wen I kan block em
Delete #'s of these worthless flows ..I don't wanna have a thought in mind abt the past niggas ..PAST is the PAST !
Ima focus on finishing to get out of skool
Cuss beauty with no brains aint cute at all
Nd ima have terry give me a job from the skool nd get myself busy ..nd do my business thingy on the side ..from there I'll start making movies with things instead of staying in the same spots ..I gotta have some kind of standards as a young lady :)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
"all i do is win "
" when u make it to the top after being downlow for so long ..u gain back the power of knowing ur the best."
so i aint gonna front my reportcard was not so good but it wasnt odee bad either.I didnt wanna look at it but evetually i had to..i spoke to the councelor & he told me that in this last semester frm now to june if i get my stuff together i can be a june graguate..that if i had past my last semester i cudve been out by right now..i was likw wow..im freakin stupid..now im def determined to get that dimploma..theres no if nd's or butss for me at this point..especially now that I KNO i have a chance nd terry's willing to help me with the regents for june..& i KNO for fact i can passs it..This is making me wanna set more goals for myself..i refuse to stay sitting around any longer..i wanna set goals me & accomplish them because I KNO i can..sometimes you gotta think about how much u want something & if you kno how much you want it , u aint gonna think abt how u gon get it, u just will as u do watchu have to do..so im ready to win ;)
so i aint gonna front my reportcard was not so good but it wasnt odee bad either.I didnt wanna look at it but evetually i had to..i spoke to the councelor & he told me that in this last semester frm now to june if i get my stuff together i can be a june graguate..that if i had past my last semester i cudve been out by right now..i was likw wow..im freakin stupid..now im def determined to get that dimploma..theres no if nd's or butss for me at this point..especially now that I KNO i have a chance nd terry's willing to help me with the regents for june..& i KNO for fact i can passs it..This is making me wanna set more goals for myself..i refuse to stay sitting around any longer..i wanna set goals me & accomplish them because I KNO i can..sometimes you gotta think about how much u want something & if you kno how much you want it , u aint gonna think abt how u gon get it, u just will as u do watchu have to do..so im ready to win ;)
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