this feeling .........

This feeling that i'm feeling has no words to describe
I seem to contradict myself cause im confused with the vibe
i know what i feel is deep, way too strong
so if i gave em my all ,was it "I" to be wrong ?
I dont know if its games that he play , but i want it to end
Just because i love him doesn't always mean on him i depend
i Can't believe i was gunna give him my all that i had
was it a bad thing or me to try to do? is it really that bad ?
what wouldv'e happened if he took what was mine ?
wouldv'e he done me worser now?..wouldv'e he crossed the line ?
To say iloveyou again would take me alot
I Just wanna burry those bullshit words and allow them to rot
everything with his lips said ,i just cannot believe
It wasn't noone of those girls he did wrong, It was ME he decieved
A first time is a shame on him, 2nd time on me
&& i went back a second time knowing he'll odee
When you fall inlovee with someone how do you turn it off && out?
I always said i neva wanted to be invisoned weak but BOLD && strong cause that's
what i wanna represent and be about
The night i was there ,all it did wat take over
i was falling for him again && being inlove again all over
But for some reason at that moment i stopped to hold back
But then i remembered soul's for sins being held back
Lauren hill said don't be hard rock when you really a GEM
She let me know i was more then that for a moment i stopped to think & come again

i say what i feel i kan care less who gets mad....freedom nof speech