train...

On the train .. Shit stopped at brooke ave -_- like c'mon get me home already ..I'm beasting for a patty w/cheese nd coco bread !!! Sheesh I'm hungry ..I was at skool all day basicially waiting for my schudule to be changed smfh ..nd YES omg mr logan caught me :( ..he came up from behind all I seen was a dark lon strong hand bang on the skool computer screen ..all I did was put my head down nd sed "oh shit , its ova." Nd he replied saying yea u right ..its over for ya life ." Lmfao ..in a way I'm relived cause I didn't know how long I was gonna keep hiding nd dogging from him ..he sed why I stopped txxtin him nd that he was gonna pullout my hair nd eyelashes out lmao ..he plays NO games
I'm dead scared of this man smh sadly but u know he actually cares nd he told me again today .."I TOLD U iam NOT giving up on you till you graduate." Nd u don't hear any teacher saying that , teachers don't give a fck anymore but he does feel me
Ima do my part cause I know I'm making it so much harder for these teachers to help if I don't come ..so ima try pushiing myself along the way no matta what!

..So I'm waiting for the 4 train nd there's a guy playing beautiful music ..it sounds nice ..it sounds like soft old time jams ..it sounds nice nd calm ..kinda like when ur in a tylerperry movie thinking something or going through something nd this would be like the background music to add to it ..now I think ima look up music like this ..I like old ppl music ..like lurthur van dross, tempations nd etc ...I want songs like this to play wen I'm bed layed to rest on my day of death on to the next life ..I don't want my family to cry for me but to be happy nd move on without me ..I want my children to bury me ..nd I want beautiful light flowers to represent the positive light ...I know I'm not fully prepared but at time I get so anxious to get to heaven..see wats it like , no pain , no misery..no jealousy or stress ..but joy , angels sing ..entering a beautiful kingdom of god ..I wanna always be able to make it ..especially there ..IAM gods child :)
In gods demands you can't date someone who's not in church ..nd ur not supposed to look for the person but focus on god until he matches you up with them ..that is beautiful though.. God knows what he does nd why he does it , he's amazing in everyway ..

I know I just finished talking abt god but this buisness crap is RLLY starting to upset me ..I just want my check ...forget selling all this products crap its MADD annoying -_- like seriously smh ..ima give it one try after the vendors lisence if it dnt work after this its slow forreals ..I'm sick of this smh ..

So I've decided to like block ppl from my past off fb , I was gonna deactivate it but why do that wen I kan block em
Delete #'s of these worthless flows ..I don't wanna have a thought in mind abt the past niggas ..PAST is the PAST !
Ima focus on finishing to get out of skool
Cuss beauty with no brains aint cute at all
Nd ima have terry give me a job from the skool nd get myself busy ..nd do my business thingy on the side ..from there I'll start making movies with things instead of staying in the same spots ..I gotta have some kind of standards as a young lady :)